I am...optmistic tonight.
I'd like to think... that I can remodel my kitchen....but it's Grandma's.
I've become... completely out of control with my Scentsy Candles.I just keep buying and selling...it's crazy!
I think...about what other people think ALL the time...sometimes I think I'm psychic.
I know...that tomorrow at some point I'm going to have to do the dishes.
I want...the energy to work out.
I have.......an obsession with MTV Reality that needs to stop.
I like...when my kids ask to go to "Fas Legas"
I wish ...I wasn't always freakin hungry.
I hate...when people don't have common sense...
I miss...my momma
I fear...of getting cancer
I feel...like people think I'm a bad mom cuz I work. (copying your answer Lesley)Ditto
I hear...the bubbles from the 55 gallon fish tank in my kitchen with freakin 30 fish that Quinn suprised me with on my last trip home from Vegas. suprise suprise
I smell....Scentsy Everywhere!
I wonder...if I will ever have another baby.
I regret....not finishing school before having kids.
I love... my family!
I always...worry about everything...to the point where I probably could use some medication.
I am not...super woman...although I wish I were
I believe...in Quinn and his new Hydrogen Fuel Cell business (nice plug huh?)
I don't always...wash my hair...there...I said it.
I win...debates with Quinn...he may not think so but I know I do....gotta pick your battles.
I lose...a lot of patience but I'd rather be losing weight.
I never...like to do things different. I have a strange OCD/ritual/karma thing going on and can't get rid of it. I HAVE to do things the same every year. My fixtures in the store need to face the same way as last year in OCT...otherwise it's bad luck...I know I"m crazy.
I listen...to booty shakin,beat pumpin hip hop, techno, pop. And I shake my booty at work and home and am currently teach Aspyn how to do the same.
I am scared of...being alone.
I read...magazines like they are going out of style.
I...invite anyone else who wants to play along to produce an "I" post! I love reading them!
Friday, September 19, 2008
Posted by melaniemai at 9:13 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
So many moms do it...but why do I struggle so much? It's been almost 1 year since I went back to work full time....a hard year! Not that I didn't work before...I've done home daycare for the prior 2 years...but actually leaving everyday for 8+ hours is harder than I thought!
I feel like I've missed out on one year of my kids lives! I was such a work-a-holic before having kids...then I turned into a home body. I feel like everyone tells me that I'm fine and I'm meant to work full time but am I? Things are different now with kids...sometimes I feel like my place is to just be home with them. Not that Quinn doesn't do a good job but there are obvious differences...here are some to name a few:
1. The state of my home upon return...breakfast plates still out? C'mom! They didn't even make it to the sink....love the response I get from Quinn.... "Well they aren't my plates those were the kids' plates."
2. Laundry - I called home the other day and was informed that Quinn had done 2 WHOLE loads of laundry...I was tickled! But that didn't last long once I realized that 2 loads to him meant putting 1 load in the washer and taking it out putting it in the dryer...that was 2 loads.
3. Homework - I was so excited to help Ash do homework but when coming home....it's like a treasure hunt in my house to find all the papers...they are everywhere! While some gets done I feel like I am hunting down every piece to make sure we did it all. Besides the fact that Dad let's him do it however HE wants to do it....MEN?!?!?
Maybe just a bad day? Don't know....hopefully will figure it out soon.
Posted by melaniemai at 7:15 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
After a failed attempt last year at Preschool....we're back!!!
I'm so proud of Aspyn!!! For most of those who know us well, we..actually I, have had a hard time cutting the umbilical cord. She is horrible upset if I even take the garbage out. All by herself for the 1st time without Myself or Asher...she went to school! She didn't even cry....but of course I did..I didn't let her see that though!
She goes to Miss Mary's Little Lambs and I couldnt' have found a more caring and loving teacher. Mary you are the best!
We thought her 1st day outfit should be themed "Apples" for school...Compliments of Gymboree!!!
Posted by melaniemai at 4:37 PM